I still couldn't figure out the word 'love' after 23 years of my life.
I might be having tons of loves from my family and friends, but it is definitely not from the lover.
For those who knew me well, I am an emotional and sentimental person who looking for long lasting relationship, but the luck is not always by my side.
In fact a few friends of mine are having the intention to become a lesbian after several broken relationships, and because of that, I realized that love can be such a powerful weapon that turn a normal person into an abnormal one.
Sometimes, you thought things might be worked out fine between you and him after several outings, but unexpected endings tend to be happened. The sparks between you and him will just eventually disappeared due to some unknown reasons.
Physical appearance plays an importance role in attracting opposite gender, true? How about inner beauty?
Last time, I thought inner beauty is the first criteria that many guys are looking for, but many cases have proved me wrong.
Girls with awesome makeup, well dresses, bad attitudes and lack of tidiness, will always surrounded by a sea of admirers. Whereas girl with average looking and good attitudes, will always end up being alone. I guess i am falling into the second category.
The words 'divorce' and 'breakup' have been used frequently nowadays compared to the olden days. Maybe the perception has changed from one generation to another generation, i still remember that our parents are deeply in love with each other no matter how poor, ugly and sick they are, and this is the exact feeling and relationship that i am looking for.
Well, this is just my opinion, guys might not be agreed with it :)
Maybe i shall start putting makeup and learn how to flirt with guys :p